302 - A God, Revitalising
Lin Somehow, despite being on my period, my energy levels actually feel as though they're increasing. My restricted eating isn't helping. However, I still have some reservations about how far I need to go in order to catch up with the rest of the blog. Perhaps I need to change my attitude towards it - because whilst I enjoy writing it, I also often find myself seeing routines as chores after a while, no matter how much I enjoy them . It doesn't help that the voldys were always on my case about 'being lazy', despite giving me no adequate rest after forcing me to be their live in servant. For people who described themselves as fair, their methods of torturing me were wholly unjust. Truthfully, I want to do better now - to write about my experiences again, just like I did in Breizh and on Mannin - and prove to myself that I'm still capable of doing it. And this wanting to do better stands among many things I actually want to do. I will do better. On the subject of