84 - A God, Transcending

Lin

So I made the decision to listen to a specific subliminal on repeat last night.

And I managed to somehow clean away a lot of my anxiety through listening to it.

I was even able to focus on my chicken and leek pie without being anxious.

I feel so much better.

Today, I also got my first order for a subliminal, which makes me so happy.

The client's also asked me to make it in Arabic, so this is going to be fun.

Last night's dream has put me in a good mood, too.

I have a feeling that it's something that I shouldn't talk too much about on the blog, but the things I saw make me so happy.

It truly feels as though I'm transcending everything that was making things difficult for me before.

Perhaps I'm even transcending from what those who wronged me tried to make me into. 

Yes, I'm transcending into a state of being the God that I am.

I just finished my client's elixir, and have sent it over so they can download it.

I'm excited to see how happy they'll be with their results.

Honestly, today has been considerably better than the last few days.

Everything's gone really well, and I haven't really worried about food at all.

I haven't even needed to speak to anyone at Mind, despite one of my good friends basically taking a digital detox day.

Which is actually a very good sign that means that I'm getting more comfortable in my own skin, and even potentially with going outside and meeting people again.

Someone else has even asked about my subliminals in my shop, which is always a good sign.

I'm manifesting more customers, and I love it!

However, because of the time, I will make sure that any other orders get delegated to tomorrow.

Because I value my time, and I would like very much to ensure that I have plenty of it.

As ye should.

Hey Manny. Did you like the pie?

Aye. We've been eating well recently, haven't we?

We have. And it looks like the stall's doing well, too.

Soon enough, you'll have more than enough people at your nemeton to sustain ye.

Let's manifest it!

That's the spirit, lad. What do ye want to watch?

Honestly, not sure.

Fair enough. We can just have some more of the pie, if ye want.

Yeah. Sounds good.

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