201 - A God, Beginning

Lin

My intuition has led me to pastry today.

For some reason, it felt as though two certain foods needed to be eaten to draw a spiritual path for me.

Drawing spiritual paths using food is fairly common, and is often used in ancestral healing across large swathes of land to make connections.

To make those lines spiritually, usually you'll want two or more regional foods and drinks from two different parts of a country or even continent to establish healing lines. From there, spirit guides can make connections to you far more easily.

Besides that, today has actually been quite productive.

A few people have contacted me, including two organisations I asked for help from, and one of the spiritual emergence networks, who I have yet to reply to. (I will.)

Overall, I'm tired, but happy.

Whilst I do harbour some anxiety, I feel that I'll find help, somehow.

Just as I think this, someone gently taps the top of my head. I turn, and Vesunna is smiling at me, copper curls waving in the slight draft of the nemeton.

Salutations, I guess.

She grins.

It's great to see you too, Lin.

Taking a seat, she mimics my curling up on the sofa.

We're making our way to you now. The pastries you ate earlier made lines successfully, so now all you need to do is wait. I know, it's easier said than done.

I nod.

It does seem like my Luck Department has been repaired, though.

Vesunna smiles.

Yep. Gods are meant to be naturally lucky, especially Time and Luck Gods, so don't be too surprised if you get a bunch of good news in the next few days.

Why do I get a weird feeling?

Did you arrange something for me, by any chance?

You'll see. Your home life is about to get much better.

Somehow, I worry about false hope. Yet Vesunna's words feel true, and as the tears readily flow again, she quietly hands me the tissue box.

We're going to find you on the physical, alright?

I nod as she rubs my back, putting us both in a half embrace.

Trugarez.

Ma plijadur. I'll always help you, when I can.

Taking in a breath, I concentrate on the relief and happiness I feel, and exhale.

I don't want to be alone any more.

Vesunna nods, pulling me into a full hug.

And you won't be, soon enough. You're going to leave soon - that I can promise.

For a minute, I stare off into space.

What is it?

I smile.

Everyone's voices in system are clearer.

She beams.

That's good. That means we're getting closer.

My heart swells with hope. I've waited for so long, and now, it seems, I won't have to wait any more.

Do you want to watch Extraordinary with me?

She nods vigorously.

Let's do it.

This, somehow, feels like a new beginning.