287 - A God, Resolved

Lin

My neighbour apologised for our argument today.

Honestly, I'm relieved, especially given how stressful it was.

I'm feeling better, aside from the horrors of worrying about how much money I've got left.

As my PIP was literally cut in half, I need all the help I can get.

 

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