293 - A God, Ruminating

Lin

Today has been interesting, to say the least.

Definitely traumatising.

My dreams, specifically, have been a source of stress.

I saw a shadow person shoot across my room, then couldn't move as someone decided to inject me in the leg instead of telling me what was going on, so then I woke up. All very painful and irritating.

Somehow, I also managed to write some more parts of songs, as well as watch a load of Cinema Therapy episodes.

Be curious, not judgmental.


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