206 - A God, Supported

Lin

Today has definitely been interesting.

I went to Whittington and got several tests done.

Admittedly, the nurses sounded worried about me.

From what I heard, my heart rate was high and my blood pressure was low. That could mean anything, though.

Whisked away, I was given a blood pressure and heart rate test, then my blood was taken, and finally, I got an ECG.

My body was so sweaty that the nurse had to tape the ECG stickers down. Travelling on the bus by myself probably didn't help matters.

Ya, I managed to travel alone this time.

Despite my initial worry, my experience was actually relatively pleasant. Maybe tomorrow's travel will be decent, too.

Manny, who I haven't spoken to in a while, gently pats my head as I experience more unpleasant physical symptoms.

Rest, lad. I mean it.

Nodding, I wrap myself in my throw, sensing sleep come over me yet again.

And all is blissfully quiet.

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