260 - A God, Revamped

Lin

We've just come back from the Full Moon Music Festival.

Gods, that was so much fun.

Seeing a load of Manx bands I knew of all in one place was awesome.

Both One Tongue and Barrule were there! What are the odds that we'd see them whilst I was here?

And before you guys say "well obviously, they're from Mann", that's beside the point.

Even if they are from Ellan Vannin, it's still a gamble to bet on them being at a festival in Mann.

Today has mostly been me sleeping and figuring out what to do with some of my career stuff next.

Let's just say it's going to be interesting.

Right now, myself, Manny and Uncle Des are going through my social media accounts to change everything.

Mercedes is co-conscious with me as well, which is a relief.

Frankly, I wasn't expecting to get such approval for my decision to essentially reveal myself to everyone as a God, but there we go.

Perhaps it'll help my family be able to be honest with everyone, too.

I want it to be safe for every true God to exist on this Sim.

Considering how badly I myself have been treated, I wouldn't wish it on anyone, so I want to prevent it from ever happening again in future.

Just as I'm thinking this, I'm acutely aware of my body aching.

And not in a pleasant way.

Someone gently wraps me in my throw, which I realise must have been taken from the nemeton.

Rest, m'amoûr.

Terrence. Who else would it be?

Trugarez.

Drawing me close to him, he smiles softly.

Atav.

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