228 - A God, Knowing
Lin So in the end, we did not go to the museum. We woke up late, and my body was not about to deal with a thirty minute Tube ride. Are we even surprised, at this point? It's not like we haven't been avoiding travelling, despite enjoying it, due to serious anxiety around it. This anxiety isn't truly mine, or ours - so I need to get to the bottom of it in my own way. One of my friends once told me that I had balls of steel - it's about time I showed it again, not for the approval of others, but for myself, and our system. Music is becoming easier to listen to, though. By some miraculous stroke of luck, we managed to listen to the entirety of Melanie Martinez's new album in one sitting, and it's brilliant. Honestly, I'm grateful to have a system, so that I can know whether or not I'm ready for some things. Especially when said things may make me uncomfortable - one of the songs on the album had some sound effects that made me feel a bit tetchy, but I coped ...